GF called her BF…
“Don’t live your life pretending to be someone you’re not just to impress others, instead be true to yourself and be happy for what you are”
Dear Mr. Tumblr Diary:
May 21, 2012
Entry 1: Okay I’m depressed and alone again :(
Aish, this past few days I always feel alone, insecure, depressed, confuse and sad. Kasi naman no matter how much I tried to be cool around people, wala namang pumapansin saakin. I know I’m not friendly, beautiful, cool, smart and funny to be with but why do they always ignore me? as if Im not existing? Am I not really a likeable person?Just because I don’t speak that much and don’t socialize with them? Argh. You Know eversince I’m always trying to be more open to people. I keep on smiling and I even tried acting cool and trying to be more fashionable(kahit di naman) just to be “in” kaso wala rin eh, nagmumukha lang akong weird and baduy. Im trying to be funny naman kaso nagmumukha naman akong corny and OA. In short I’m pretending to be someone else just for them to like me and I know its not good. Its like lying to myself. I want them to like me as me, na tatanggapin nila ako kahit ganito ako hindi yung magugustuhan lang nila ako dahil sa mga pretensions ko. Kung alam lang nila kung gaano kahirap yung nararanasan ko. Its like me against the world. Buti na lang I got few friends na kahit minsan ko lang makita at makasama hindi ako iniiwanan. Grabe, every single day of my life I keep on wonderin’ why people around me are like that. Do they hate me? Argh. What a life! T___T Ang hirap talaga! What should I do now? Do I really need to change myself just for them to like mo or I just stay being me?
